Bliss
Written by Syfer on Friday, 22 of January , 2010 at 5:41 pm
I had random dreams of you last night… Stuff that I barely remember about us… It’s like a bunch of flashbacks hitting me as if it’s trying to tell me something.
I saw us in my car sneaking out to Mc Donald’s during your grandmother’s funeral, because you didn’t want to eat fresh chicken.
I remembered coming over to your house one day before we were together to watch a movie with you. I kinda sat far away from you and Juliet walked pass saying… "You do know you guys can get a little closer than that!" And so I tried to sit a little closer to you.
I remembered telling you that I got you a black rose a while ago. After I asked for your help in decorating the store for Halloween. I felt bad, because I didn’t like the brain decorations that you got. You said you weren’t going to ever help again. I felt so bad that when I went to the store… I walked past a black rose and wondered if it would be appropriate for me to get you it. I bought it anyway, but never gave it to you until way later. You then told me that we think alike. You got me something too. You got me a marshmallow candy that I said I’d never eat. I cherished everything you gave me and value it too much to throw away.
I remembered chatting with you on the computer… and when you showed me a picture of yourself that I was surprised at, because you looked different. You also told me about how your mom and dad lost their childhood when they gave birth to you. And about how you never want to get married, because you always want to be with your family. You told me you were afraid of change. You also told me that I was scary… and that you were loving… and then I told you… that’s why I like talking to you. I also remember telling you on MSN that I was falling for you. You didn’t tell me whether or not you liked me… for a while. I was starting to feel nervous, because you were still chatting to me. Until finally after a while, you told me that you were falling for me too. But you were telling yourself that it wasn’t right, because you had a boyfriend.
Towards the end I started to cry. I think I somehow realized that this wasn’t real and woke up.
Category: My Love
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